Thursday, May. 06, 2004
I'm one tough little cookie.
Yup, now its been even longer since my last entry as I've tried about a dozen times in the past two weeks to update but the servers are not allowing me. Now, I'm trying at one o'clock in the afternoon on a Wens...how busy could it be. I'm starting to get a bit frustrated... Well, its been a bit since my last entry.
Life has been getting in the way of journaling...as it too often does towards the end of the semester. But, classes ended yesterday. Which means a number of wonderful things...the first being that I successfully survived a semester with the Education psycho. Upon reflection, I suppose it wasn't that bad. Though I think I am one of the few who didn't cry as a direct result of that class. I'm rather proud of that fact actually. Come to think of it, many I know have cried as a direct result of collge stresses...but not me. Not once.
I guess its just cause I don't really, truly stress. Yes, I recognize I have tons to do, but I just get it done. I just keep ploughing until the semester is over. If I leave something to the last minute, then I complete the assignment. I'll work twelve hours straight if I have to, but it gets done. And a vast majority of the time I'm comforted that I did the best I could under the circumstances I was in (or put myself in).
Considering the stress and considerable bad luck that amounted this semester, its pretty amazing that I didn't jave a hysteric breakdown. But, I'm lucky I guess. I've got a high tolerance for that stuff and I've got some great support systems behind me.
Now, granted, I did do some bitching...which I suppose is the reverse to crying...but, hey, at least I wasn't letting any of this semester get the better of me. I was going down fighting; even if it drove me a little nutty.
Ehhh...whatever. I've accomplished a lot this semester. I've overcome and dealt with a lot of crap too and I've done it well. Not everyone can say that.
So, hell yeah, I'm proud of myself.
Oh, and seventeen days until the big 2-1! AND, only thirteen days to Florida!
Now, I just need to get through finals. ;)
ted-ted at 2:17 p.m.